this is what I wanted to do
the obstacle I wanted to overcome
and I was motivated
motivated very good
I have to say
but I have to say..
I got
(I got got?)
I got
what I wanted..
What I wanted?
what?
and I'm scared of all the eyes
I don't wanna explain
anything
anymore
don't drag my cloak from me
no one gets to see
I don't want you to see
the cloak is beautiful
embroided with the stars and the moon
and underneath it?
just a galaxy of scars and cold
old blood
from a moon shaped wound
too lazy to even bleed properly
so its just lays there
like some lazy red slug
or goes back inside to eat
or goes to sleep in the tender clot
or just stares at the walls
of the moon-shaped scar
and as it looks out my now naked body
I just wanna put a handkerchief on it
clean it of
just go somewhere already lazy blood!
fortunately, it's too lazy to disobey
and when it's cleaned off
I put the cloth right to my nose
it feels like another nose
so I rub it up real tender like
and it feels
like it's gonna be okay
like
my scars are ok
like
i dont have to hide from everyone
maybe
maybe not
maybe just for 1
a možno to je jedno
