Give out to give in

I take my step

through the valley of the dead

no fear in my heart

just blood pouring,

rain on the shores of Lethe

breath after breath

I hear the calling of those I let

down

for the longest time I was vain

was it time spent in vain?

in my veins I feel the cold blood

of those who needed it most

lonely vampire I needed a host

always needed a host

to survive

/there is blood on that blade

fuck me Im falling apart/

a part of me regrets those days

i spent biting off

pieces of you

all starts with neglect

and spitting venom from my veins

now those days gone through

and through me

like water through wine

those hands I call mine

now fade like color from my mind

I was high and thirsty for blood

now my feet had turned to clay

and im going to the see

to wash my dirt away