It's been a long long time
since I memorized your face
It's been a couple of weeks
since I layed rest in your place
my hand has grown cold now
since I put it under your dress
since I found my way under your shirt
on your beating heart
and I pressed
against
It's been some time now
since I recognized your hands, in mine
It's been long long now
since I saw your, saw your
your smile
It's been an eternity
since you danced in front of me
and I asked the skies:
how?
Do you remember
when I came so close
you shriveled
in the shadow of my will?
Do you remember me
when I turned my eyes
backside-up
to kill?
Do you remember
my eyes
my hands
my mouth
my will?
Do you remember that then
like I did
or just the morning after
tell me,
how'd it feel?
Do you fear the dark girl,
what if,
I'll be there
how did it felt
when you went,
where I went?
feeling lost
in the narrow, dark alleyways?
and then you tried to go home
but got lost deep, in the dark
the only way you knew was
opposite my hearths loud bark
but your hearths deep tremble
helped me again, to find you
and when I found you girl
I undressed you
even more
I know every part of you now
I know you even more,
than you do
I know where to bite you girl
I know which parts taste, the best
I know where to take
so I don't crumble the rest
I know those dark eyes
black pearls shining from
my waist
I bring you up
on eye-height
and I start cleaning up your face
and then you say some words
some words
just some words
Your tongue writes devotion
on the roof of my mouth
but how can that be true
if you don't devote yourself
to you?
I doubt
but doubt gets lost when
I throw away my mind
and I throw it far
when I feel the outline of your mouth
when I feel your skin on mine
the mind sinks deep deep down
and all I have now
are coals to feed
your fire
If you burn too much
half of the flames
I devour
There's no mind
no mouth
no limbs
no hearth
no soul
there's no words anymore
just torn clothes
too late now
you came way too close
now you can't move anymore
only to the rhythm of my mouth
and my fingers
but I don't devour cause
Im savouring the taste
taste after taste
and taste after
taste
each lick
each bite
stays with me
an eternity
and your limbs grow branches
into my will
and if I feel so,
I let them seep
into my skin
and you know I feel with you
only when you feel
the letters scream their ink off
hoping to find someone inside
that hears
And you know when it comes down to it
what happens
if I take it all know this
all is in good hands
with me
I'll take care of it
better than you ever did
then I fight the urge
to give back
all the bad, the hurt
ten, hundred,
thousand fold
all that
starts to eat my core
and my eyes turn back
to unveil the red
that lurks
and hungers
pain
and vengeance
all that made me weak
gives me the strength
as I hold you in my hands
so fragile
all that strength
enough to turn you to dust
nothing will pull you down now my dear
up you go, on the winds gust
it's the temptation
it's the thrill
the same as your presence
always tempted me
and the tension
put to words
like russian roulette
we play
but who goes first?
and you say, as a fine lady would
go ahead
so I put the barrel to your forehead
but I can't look you in the eyes
when I pull the trigger
Close them, for they eat away my anger!
click
looks like it was your lucky round
my turn
nothing
I can't take the chance
close your eyes
click
boom
now
now you can see
all my unsaid words
spilled, on the floor
its a knife both of us hold
and we dance around it
sometimew it turns to you
sometimes it points to me
and when it cuts you
and then it cuts me
our blood mixes
and I start acting like you
and you take my words
from me
two-sided-fatal-blood-poisoning
and the nigh we fall
the moon rises naked and red
stripped of it's ivory
