I am not sure what should I say,
I don’t know exactly what I may.
I want a friend but not only friend,
all my free time with him to spend.
I agreed but don’t understand,
what happened to us, to you my friend..
Future is in the air, but won´t be bad,
why I´m not normal, why became mad.
Circle of my friends is suddenly spread,
they try to protect me from the death.
Day after day I see things clear,
where all memories disappeared?
The end was right way which at last appeared,
to live alone, to live, don’t feel fear.
Energy found in others, in their love
pain of my heart washed with the bath.
I need some kicks, this time to pass,
I go away, away from the past.
Nuck-nuck remains there till my dying days,
it will be better, I believe in fate.